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Makati, Philippines
I am extremely complex. It would take a genius to comprehend such thoughts running in my mind. I am not a psycho though or at least not yet... I have no interest in killing people... I mean not all people, just some. I was not even once considered as simple. I may be an angel or a devil, both characters are residing deep within me. It only depends to the person I am with to bring which character suited to deal with him. I have huge problem in expressing what I really feel specially to those I really care about. I tend to say " you're such a stupid klutz" when I really mean "take Care". I prefer to be cynical when it comes to Love, but I'm a very positive person to almost everything else. I don't hold back negative thoughts, I always say them out loud =) I am constantly trying to change for the better. It is harder than it seems but at least I'm doing something about it

September 9, 2010

Waiting For You





I know I look pathetic... but then again, Do I have a choice?

Here I am, I will continue my life, I will continue to smile, I will go on with my life... That I owe to myself.

But if you could see what's inside this pathetic, disgusting, ridiculous heart of mine, you will see that I am stuck to where I am. I don't see myself with someone longer than a couple of months. I just can't play a role that long.

I love YOU, ONLY YOU!

How I wish I can let you know, voice it all out, take a chance again but I CAN'T! You've hurt me too much before. I can no longer take the pain of being rejected over again.

I choose to play around. I choose to pretend. I choose to stay away. I choose all that, how I wish I can choose not to love you anymore as well... so maybe, just maybe... I can be happy too.
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