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Makati, Philippines
I am extremely complex. It would take a genius to comprehend such thoughts running in my mind. I am not a psycho though or at least not yet... I have no interest in killing people... I mean not all people, just some. I was not even once considered as simple. I may be an angel or a devil, both characters are residing deep within me. It only depends to the person I am with to bring which character suited to deal with him. I have huge problem in expressing what I really feel specially to those I really care about. I tend to say " you're such a stupid klutz" when I really mean "take Care". I prefer to be cynical when it comes to Love, but I'm a very positive person to almost everything else. I don't hold back negative thoughts, I always say them out loud =) I am constantly trying to change for the better. It is harder than it seems but at least I'm doing something about it

August 23, 2010

You In My Life

You make me happy. You make me feel complete. You are the love of my life...
I know that you don't love me and there is nothing that I can do. After four years of consistently trying to win your heart, I finally able to realize that I don't stand a chance. It took me a great deal of pain before I relize that. I will not try anymore. I was not able to make you love me when I still deserve it, what more now that I no longer do?

So I will keep on running. I will use the world as my playground. I will put you in the darkest corner of my mind. I will not listen to my heart. I will enjoy life. I will take everything it could offer. If I couldn't have my happiness, then that's fine. I'll survive. I will run and hopefully reality will not able to catch me.