I don't just miss him... I miss him a lot. It's like losing your eyes, yes, you'll survive but you always know something is missing. Yes, I know that's stupid he's never been mine to begin with... but there are things that are beyond my control. Every now and then, I find myself thinking of him, wondering if he is doing well. I hope he is doing well. I seldom pray but in my prayers he is always there. I cannot be around to take care of the love of my life so I always pray that the One above will do the job. I wish to say more, maybe that will ease the deep lingering pain, but then again... what for??? It's been years, somehow I am but a vague memory to him. I should have been married by now or perhaps in a serious long term relationship but how can I? I left my heart with him when I walked out of the grounds of CCP when I graduated... I never had it back since then.
