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Makati, Philippines
I am extremely complex. It would take a genius to comprehend such thoughts running in my mind. I am not a psycho though or at least not yet... I have no interest in killing people... I mean not all people, just some. I was not even once considered as simple. I may be an angel or a devil, both characters are residing deep within me. It only depends to the person I am with to bring which character suited to deal with him. I have huge problem in expressing what I really feel specially to those I really care about. I tend to say " you're such a stupid klutz" when I really mean "take Care". I prefer to be cynical when it comes to Love, but I'm a very positive person to almost everything else. I don't hold back negative thoughts, I always say them out loud =) I am constantly trying to change for the better. It is harder than it seems but at least I'm doing something about it

July 19, 2010

The Love of My Life...(part III)


I will risk my life to protect you….It hurts me so bad to see the person I love hurting. I will do anything just to make sure he will be happy. I will protect him with all my might. I will make sure that no harm will come to him. He is the very air that I breathe. I need him to keep me alive. I need him so much. He is an essential part of me. Life without him is not considered a life at all it is just mere existence I am letting him go not because I dont love him but more so because I dont want to hurt him anymore. I swear to protect him even to myself. I am willing to let go of my happiness just to make sure that he will get his. The pain of setting the only person you love this much go is unbearable… why does it hurt so much? If reincarnation is real and I will be given another life. I hope we will not meet again. I want to be happy…
Dear God, please take care of him. He is kind of stupid and misguided. He tends to be careless too so can you please make sure that he will be happy and be able to keep that hapiness. If the happiness meant for him is not enough, take mine and give it also to him. Don’t worry about me. I’ll be fine as long as he is….