THE LOWEST MOMENT OF MY LIFE

The lowest of low and the darkest of dark part of my life is when my ex –boyfriend left me. I had built my world upon him. He was one of the important bases of my dreams and goals. He was a vital part of me. All my dreams and plans exist with him on it. I was so used of having him around. I’ve loved him extremely. When he left, he shaterred me into pieces. I’ve waited for a long time for him to come back and restore me to be whole again. I’ve been a good girlfriend in the first place. In the darkness, I’ve waited for him. It was so cold there. I was all alone. No dreams. No identity. I not only lost him but i lost myself as well.I don’t know ‘ME.’ I only know ‘US.’ I’ve lost the person that I was before. I found it so hard to be jolly,contented, fulfilled and lovely when my heart was out of sight, if he was out of my sight.There was a lot of times I would feel so dead and yet I could hear my heart beating. There were many times I felt like the world was crashed and ended, yet, everything around me still exist. I felt so bad that world continued to go on and it goes on without me…