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Makati, Philippines
I am extremely complex. It would take a genius to comprehend such thoughts running in my mind. I am not a psycho though or at least not yet... I have no interest in killing people... I mean not all people, just some. I was not even once considered as simple. I may be an angel or a devil, both characters are residing deep within me. It only depends to the person I am with to bring which character suited to deal with him. I have huge problem in expressing what I really feel specially to those I really care about. I tend to say " you're such a stupid klutz" when I really mean "take Care". I prefer to be cynical when it comes to Love, but I'm a very positive person to almost everything else. I don't hold back negative thoughts, I always say them out loud =) I am constantly trying to change for the better. It is harder than it seems but at least I'm doing something about it

February 27, 2013

My Realization

I saw the love of my life today... He lost the 'boy next door' look. He no longer looks like the 'star jock' I fell in love with... But ironically, he still managed to take my breath away. Right there and then I realize why most of my relationships never worked out, no matter how hard I try, Right there I am staring at the very reason why it will never work out.

I may have loved every guy I've been with but it can never ever compare to what I feel to this man.

For him, I will be more than willing to change myself and be at peace with it. For him, I won't mind wasting hours to travel just to be with him for a minute or two. For him, I would give up my pride just to keep him by my side.

If I can only feel even half of the love I have for this man, I would surely been married by now...too bad I don't... Too bad I can't
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