What I am having a great deal of confusion is the fact that some people
seems to be able to just have an on and off switch to their emotions.
Today they love you, will do everything for you, will give up anything
for you, offer you marriage and commitment, offer you 'forever' and the
next day... he can just discard everything. When a great relationship ends
suddenly, one can't help but think and look back, one can't help but
wonder in the story that came to an end, which among them are lies? Had
it been a lie from the very beginning? If it was indeed a great love
like he said so, how can it be ended that soon? I don't even see him
flinch when he lied to my face about where he was the night before. Am I
just really over reacting If I'm still having doubts now even after
more than a decade since I lost a great love? Can someone blame me if I really
think it over before I dive to that pit of emotion whirlpool? Maybe I
am too scared to love again, maybe I just don't need it, maybe I'm not
ready or maybe I just haven't met someone who can make me take that risk
again, someone worthy of that risk.
